my journey through the loss of my first son and the life of my second

Friday, May 7, 2010

a smile today

I opened my PO box today and inside found two mother's day cards. I was moved to tears. It is all I have ever be a mommy. I am not a traditional one...but, I am still one. It has taken me a while to accept that fact. I know that I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy...but, he went to heaven too, I have not given myself the permission to call myself "mom." With mother's day around the corner I was so worried...but, oh these two cards warmed my heart. They confirm the thing I feared I would never have...I am a mother. I will always be a mother. If we never have another child...I will be Trent's mommy.


lis said...

how lovely that you were remembered not once, but twice! your beautiful baby will be with you on sunday as he is every day <3

Jill said...

So happy you got some cards. You are definitely a mommy!!

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