my journey through the loss of my first son and the life of my second

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

over

it is over.

before it really even began.

i woke up with cramps this morning...bad cramps.

called the doctor, went to the doctor, he says I am miscarrying.

it will happen over the course of the next day or two.

no blood yet.

so, basically we wait for the end...again.

this is nothing NOTHING like having a live birth...but, still that shred of hope is gone.

one day we will bring home a baby

28 comments:

Courtney said...

*tears* I am so incredibly sorry my friend =(

Antoinette said...

**tears** praying for you Trisha...Im so sorry...((((((bear hugs))))))...its just never fair =(((((

Alicia Manautou said...

I am so sorry..loving on you from a distance.

Tami said...

Trisha, I am so very sorry!!! Sending you love and hugs today and always...

Tiffany said...

So sorry mama. Hugs to you.

MissingYouAlways said...

oh trisha! I am so sorry!

Lucid Anne said...

Oh Trisha, I am in tears for you love... I am so so terribly sorry. Sending you all my love and strength.

Heather said...

Oh sweetie, I'm so very sorry. (((hugs))

Naomi said...

Sorry honey. It will happen for you. It will take some more time, more tries, more tears,and more patience unfortunately. I love ya!!

Melissa said...

I saw this on my phone and have been thinking of you all morning. I am so very sorry.

michelle hendrix-swords said...

BIG BEAR HUG!

Danae said...

Trisha - I am so sorry! My heart just breaks for you!! If you need someone to talk to, to scream to, or a shoulder to cry on, I am here for you. I wish you a little peace in this exceptionally difficult time. Sending you much love, and many, many hugs my friend!!

fuzzandfuzzlet said...

I am so sorry. I can`t imagine how you must feel.

Take care of yourself.

lis said...
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lis said...

oh trisha, this is just not what was supposed to happen. i was so excited when i read your rainbow post this morning at work and then this one came in, not much later, and i was cruched. this is just not right, my friend. and im so so sorry.
xoxo
lis

Melissa said...

Thinking of you tonight. So sorry you have to go through this. <3

tasivfer said...

Oh Trisha!!! I'm so, soooo sorry. ((HUGS))

Curls O Fred said...

I'm sorry. Thinking of you these next few days, and for the ones that follow after that.

Andrea said...

I am so sorry Trisha...

To give you some hope...my son Ethan was conceived after I miscarried in a similar way. There is hope!

Many warm hugs, XOXO

Soli Deo Gloria said...

praying for you Trisha...really am

Drew's Parents said...

I am so so sorry. I am thinking about you and am sending you caring thoughts and prayers.

Illanare said...

I am so sorry for your loss.

justine said...

I'm so sorry, Trisha. Holding you in my thoughts ...

Eve said...

Here from LCFA, I'm so very sorry to hear about this recent loss coupled with so many other losses. I also lost my son in January at 25 weeks.

Praying that God leads you through this and gives you a child to hold on this side of heaven as well.

Glass Case of Emotion said...

Here from LFCA.. I am so so sorry for this loss- for all of your losses.... You are in my thoughts and prayers.

cowgirltn said...

I am sorry for your losses. I am sending you a huge hug right now.

rebecca said...

I'm so sorry for your loss, I wish there were more words I could offer, but I know in times of devastating loss I'm sorry is really all that can be given. Thinking of you & sending love...

Delenn said...

Coming from LFCA, I am so sorry for your loss. What a harsh world we sometimes live in.

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